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I honestly don't know why the fuck I'm posting anything. I'm just in a really shitty mood. Some of it has to do with work and well the other shit I'm not gonna really post here. Let's just leave it as it has something to do with my last post about being all happy. Those feelings are still there, just don't know about the "other" part being happy and all that. Needless to say I shouldn't be here now balling my eyes out about it. Some of you may know that I'm also not the one to cry about things either. There's far too many issues I'm confused about at the moment and I feel that hell, I kinda need to do it right now. Here's an equation some of you might be able to relate to. Booze + bad mood = even worse mood. This only applies tho if you're in a "sad" kinda bad mood, not the one where you're in a bad mood and drink to feel even worse where you want to hurt someone. I feel now I'm only hurting myself. Fuck, did any of that make sense???
OK, that's enuff. I have to work in 7.5 hrs and I think I'm just gonna go cry myself to sleep. nite

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Oh and one more thing...Kinda odd now that it's gonna rain for the next 4 days. CP24 says so...I think I need some drugs....and lots of therm....preferably ones that make you sleep.